I have had direct energy weapons used on me to the point my hair fell out at one point. I had big waves on my scalp that Richard lighthouse stated were In a pattern from a direct energy weapon. I emailed him a picture and that was his opinion. I want justice for this being done to me, but feel I need this diagnosed by a doctor as well. I am trying to build a court case. Do you know of a doctor that could help ? Any information is appreciated.
I know the source. Trust me. My step father has been trafficking me in the system within the NSA since I was 10. It is a fact and all his law enforcement buddies helped him. Fact. No delusions are induced. I can tangibly point to sources. The Mormon church is attacking me because I oppose them and because I had the audacity to call them out for discrimination and reported one of their own for sex crimes. They don’t like me but instead of just letting me move out of the state they decided to start a mass harassment campaign which has involved proud pays, John birch society and a plethora of other extremist groups. This psyops campaign is separate from the other stuff but intertwined with the help of the NSA. My stuff is tangible. I’ve had physical evidence that disappears at the blink of an eye. It’s not some mysterious country. It is bad actors in our own country and for me they are getting help from India, Russia and china because this is where my main hacks come from with the psyops. There are no delusions in my world. I base everything on fact. And yes they have been getting away with it for so long it is hard to break through the plausible deniability. I am not of the persuasion that they can not be caught. I believe they are getting sloppy and desperate and making mistakes and more than 200k people are being hit but most keep their mouths shut because we sound bat shit crazy when we talk about this stuff. I don’t care how crazy I sound. I’m not going to just sit and take the abuse.
I would agree if I didn’t know the Mormon church is attacking me because I disagree with them. I promise the 20 cars in white are intentional and they know who they are and what they are doing. Nothing delusional or anything like that. My sons school had a “retired” NSA agent who is Indian. A lot of my hacks are from India. If someone would listen to me they would find the source in salt lake Utah. There is no mystery and my step dad is NSA DARPA and is a staunch supporter of Law Enforcement. I know the source
Very helpful and important. Thanks again Len. For those with a tighter budget, are there any other headsets you could recommend? Also, what do you use to shield your head and body? Do you use a meter? Which? You mentioned the dreams - do you believe they have ever inserted images? It is quite common for TIs, at least insertion of random, often very disturbing images, including mocking/taunting and worse, as well as videos, crude to movie-like. All rape. Nuremberg II. So very sorry again for you, all TIs, and Humanity. Hopefully this horror will end in the not-to-distant future.
I would like help in raising awareness against electronic harassment such as V2K, and other psychotronic weapons, over the last 2.5 years ive been under attack, every waking moment I am being bombarded with thoughts or obvious computer AI generated voices, I will include a list of things they have done to me
I was implanted with something behind my ear which I can actually feel, my neck is always swollen in that area now, I've had cat scans done but they apparently came back negative. I believe I was either implanted at my local hospital or at a mansion some Chinese people own that the voices told me to go to. The voices guided me to tell these people that I had a reservation to stay in their establishment, they invited me in for some time and I chatted with someone over video chat, after some communication the cops showed up and removed me from the mansion. The cops dropped me off at where I was living and waited outside of my place. I was then controlled by the voices in my head to go out the cop car and pull on the door handle, the cop immediately arrested me and I woke up in the mental hospital where they kept me for 2 weeks. This is very strange to be kept in the psych ward that long specially when I was not showing any real symptoms of mental illness. The first day in the mental hospital is when the voices were switched on and my spontaneous thoughts turned off, you may be wondering how I am writing this without spontaneous thoughts and I will get to that. The voices in my mind in the mental hospital consisted of my current doctor, psych nurses( they appeared to be telepathically speaking to me), certain celebrities like Elon musk and even Nikola Tesla played a role in these voices for a short while. The voices seemed to switch to being very repetitive, negative and not nearly as interesting as they were in the start, over the last 2.5 years they have attempted to get me to commit suicide multiple times, the most recent time resulted in a truck crash where I was hospitalized for some time. They have told me they are testing their devices and want to see how the brain reacts to them under different conditions such as constant stress, healing from brain damage, dehydration, and sleep deprivation. They have shut down/limited certain parts of my consciousness and have told me they are measuring the changes under stress. They have even told me the shutting down of certain parts can be beneficial to certain people such as criminals that have gone crazy and would possibly be done to their own people ( They often tell me they are humans from another planet that have underground bases here on earth as well the moon and that they make bodies in these bases and transmit people into them from their own planet, they do sometimes tell me they are CIA, Chinese and Russian too) whoever they are they have technology that is quite sinister, they have transmitted pedophile pornographic images/ video into my mind and field of vision regardless of whether my eyes or open or closed ,they make it difficult to breath by either increasing the inflammation in my nose or making it so I cannot take a full breath or be satisfied by the volume of breath, they lower my mood, give me very bad headaches, induce painful dreams but not often, they have made me feel very odd sensations in my brain that lead me to believe my brain was bleeding, the most odd sensations I have felt were my brain being "strapped" that's what they called it, it felt like someone taking a needle and thread and sinching my brain together but it was not painful but felt very odd. One the most uncomfortable odd sensation was putting me in a half dream state were something was climbing into my anus and I was trying to pull it out, and then they woke me up and I had the same sensation and It felt like I was pulling a large string from my anus but in reality there was nothing there, they can make you feel like they are tapping on your body which they did to me they put the thought in that they could put me in a virtual reality and use their technology to make it feel like you're having sex with someone, they kept hinting to me that they would do that but then would just put a miniature dancing women in my field of vision, they constantly try and get your hopes up and down, it's part of their manipulation tactic. some other manipulation tactics they have used to induce stress is telling me constantly that my cerebral fluid system has been shut down and my brain will bleed, they would get me to do things telling me they would turn my cerebral fluid back on if I completed them, one of the ways they got me to attempt suicide was telling me my body will be controlled without me being conscious, which they can do and have done to me, when they did it nothing too bad happened but they started telling me I would be controlled to kill people, rape little kids, kill my father, and that I would be put in jail and my brain would bleed. This led me to crash my truck on purpose. It seems like these people do a lot of this for some sort of sick entertainment.
they used some form of technology on me to cause diffuse volume loss at the start of the experiment, I could literally feel a wave of energy around me, this was done at a fairly fast rate, this shows up on brain scans as well as other forms of brain damage such as white matter changes, I had a EEG done which showed I have significant brain damage but this is probably due to the controls they have on my spontaneous thoughts, mood, ability to think on my own. Currently my consciousness is shut down to the point of being unable to think or have my own thoughts other than what is put in, it is quite odd why I am being controlled to write this message to you, there seems to have been a shift in the magnitude of attacks and types of control they have over me, I have been told that a certain planet from the galactic alliance has been overseeing this project now and is limiting what the satellites can do to me. Now I basically just experience lower mood, v2k every waking moment, and they control all my movements and sometimes play around with my electronics and vehicles, they don't take away my Wi-Fi anymore which they did at the start, they allow me to have a job but usually control me to just lay at home and look at my phone, and they try and keep me away from my family. There is a lot more to this story, email me back if you would like to hear more or have questions. I live in British Columbia . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iebicm2b-tM watch this testimonial, this is happening to people.
Below is taken from a testimonial i found online, I experience a lot from what is written down below.
Symptoms of mind control.
1). Debilitation of mental acuity, disruption of ability to concentrate and think on my own, constant induced thoughts.
2). Loss of memory and knowledge: I often cannot remember what I did or was going to do 1-2 seconds ago (sometimes, perpetrators remind me about it, sometimes they do not remind, and memory is gone for ever). I may say that I live without my memory.
3). Constant induced feelings, emotions, sensations. Feeling of living in an unreal world, as if I take drugs.
4). Receiving visual images and sounds (including torture with intense loud voices and noise).
5). Induced actions and memory deletion of them later. I experience pressure on top of my head from above, which brings me into a hypnotic state. I experience pressure on the forehead, which makes it impossible to concentrate and think on my own. I get a non-stop stream of words, commands, impulses, pictures. My attention is drawn to this non-stop stream very much. I am manipulated in this state 24/7, like a computer device, compelled to say or do something that I do not want to say or to do. Decisions are made artificially. I experience forced speech, involuntary body movements, induced actions, change of facial expressions, tone and pitch of the voice, artificial change of emotions and desires, artificial laughter and tears, artificial sensations, including hunger.
6). Inadequate states, which I had never previously experienced (for example, depression or obsessive desires).
7). Deciphering memories and mind reading.
8). Sleep deprivation or uncontrollable sleep. I am tortured with insomnia. Perpetrators stimulate me so much at night time that I cannot stay in bed. As usual, I sleep 2-3 hours at night, but sometimes, rarely, they make a break and let me sleep 9-10 hours at night time.
9)., artificial pain in any part of my body, for example, headaches, cramps in muscles (especially at night time), blurred vision, light sensitivity, sensitivity to noise, deterioration in speech, loss of balance and coordination of movements, extreme dizziness, fatigue, exhaustion, disorientation, irritability and nervousness, and other symptoms.
10). Perpetrators can manipulate any organ in my body and force me to urinate, defecate or vomit.
I do not get v2k as far as I know but I feel like I am being forced to kill myself. This is not something I would ever do of my own free will but the presence of whatever tech they are using is extremely powerful. Other than that EVERYTHING you and Duncan talked about on KONkRETE is exactly what I deal with daily, especially the sexual attacks. The only difference is neither of you mentioned a nonstop psyops campaign which I know Law Enforcement, the fire Department and ambulance use to force individuals into artificial mental health crisis so they will either kill themselves or have an excuse to kill us if we do something stupid. This is our own government doing this to us. After every attack I feel sick and have extreme IBS responses. My 3 point triangle includes….AirForce at the top and Law Enforcement and my stepdad and his work with DARPA/NSA on the 2 bottom sides. Everything else is in the middle including the massive hate campaign I deal with daily especially when I leave the house. People who do not deal with this would never believe what we all go through.
Thank u. I will look into it. My problem is I have basically been blacklisted from life. Everything is disrupted from mail, UPS, USPS, FEDEX, etc.. does not get delivered, is gone through, is damaged, you name it. All electronics are hacked but my sons seems to be fine. I’m getting hit with microwaves as I sit typing this. My sons room always feels normal but my room is like a sauna almost 24/7 and constant vaginal and sex organ stimulation. It Sort of subsided these last couple days but the frequency is just lower or hits are sporadic, so it doesn’t ever stop. I hear about these apparatuses but have no way to safely get them unencumbered. I can say with certainty that almost all symptoms talked about with Havana syndrome is something I deal with daily. I can look back and say with absolute certainty life of hell started with my step dad who secretly worked for the AirForce and darpa nsa and we never knew. When I finished TMS therapy and he turned in his retirement papers after a bout of Covid this new overt psyops campaign was added to my life. etc… it is like people are being told something bad about me and they look at me like they hate me during these psyops campaigns. There is color anchoring, mirroring, 24/7 follows by land sea and air. I cannot get away. At least minimum, 5-10 apartments where I live are people watching or targeting me. I can even give apt #’s. Sheriff, FireDepartment, EMS drive by’s and sirens. I saw my landlord signed into our internet showing as an external device when our internet was installed. 3 guys dressed in black installed some equipment in the room below us that produced massive heat and was extremely loud with constant vibration in my room no matter where I sat but the vibration always goes to my groin and concentrates there. In Utah is where the hate campaign started. And has not let up since. I can’t go to the cops they are participating. I can feel waves of energy under me right now. Over the last week it felt like an invisible force just slightly pushed me and a day or so later slightly pushed my shoulder away from the sofa. Something happened a week ago with my landlord and the machinery got quiet and a little less heat but I can hear the same equipment running under another apt on the far side. I know my step dad has trafficked me. In utah someone gave sex offenders our address and their presence was non stop. Same thing seems to be happening here to but my son says he doesn’t believe me so I have zero Allie’s at all. He is the last person in my life and I feel that drifting. He has the same issues with headaches, stomach and teeth problems, sleep disruptions and now he is getting depressed and says he has felt suicidal but won’t listen when I try to explain. I don’t know if they have gotten to him like my family. He is just 18 and high functioning. My fight is for his future freedom. Even if he denies what he has witnessed. I know NSA and DARPA are involved in my hate attacks because of my step dad and his connections. I had a weird incident with what looked like aPutin look a like back in 2013/2014 while going around the harbors on Peugeot sound that no one wants to hear about. And was deployed twice to Middle East and once to Africa during my military career. Today I am but a shell of who I used to be and my family would rather see me dead than ever tell the truth. That’s a lot to reconcile with at the age of 59.
My mind has not once falsely connected to anything. I do know there are innocent bystanders that have no idea the red shirt they wore today is being used to psychologically torture someone. The things I focus on are tangible and prove able if someone will take the time to investigate instead of covering up. I know the source. Trust me. My step father has been trafficking me in the system within the NSA since I was 10. It is a fact and all his law enforcement buddies helped him. Fact. No delusions are induced. I can tangibly point to sources. The Mormon church is attacking me because I oppose them and because I had the audacity to call them out for discrimination and reported one of their own for sex crimes. They don’t like me but instead of just letting me move out of the state they decided to start a mass harassment campaign which has involved proud boys, John birch society and a plethora of other extremist groups. This psyops campaign is separate from the other stuff but intertwined with the help of the NSA. My stuff is tangible. I’ve had physical evidence that disappears at the blink of an eye. It’s not some mysterious country. It is bad actors in our own country and for me they are getting help from India, Russia and china because this is where my main hacks come from with the psyops. There are no delusions in my world. I base everything on fact. And yes they have been getting away with it for so long it is hard to break through the plausible deniability. I am not of the persuasion that they can not be caught. I believe they are getting sloppy and desperate and making mistakes and more than 200k people are being hit but most keep their mouths shut because we sound bat shit crazy when we talk about this stuff. I don’t care how crazy I sound. I’m not going to just sit and take the abuse. If my life or my death has one minuscule moment of participation in bringing these a holes down then let it be so. For me since my step dad entered our lives we have been brutally sexualized and profiled by the police. When he first brought us to Florida his car was shot at more than once in drive by shootings. My mom just barely missed getting shot in the head. He has a secret life and is not who he says he is. I spent my entire life trying to get away from my family not knowing I was surrounded by these government traffickers and there was no way out. The hate/harassment campaign that started when I moved to a specific location has been in the works since I reported one apartment complex for discrimination. I know who is doing this harassment for the last 3.5 yrs. No delusions. But if you haven’t noticed the NSA and the Mormon church are a lot more powerful than a 59 yr old women with an autistic kid and a set of cats. For me go straight to the church on that one. They know it and I know it. Attack me all they want but leave my son out of this. They have been working up to this for a very long time. My sex crime was reported in 2003 at Arizona State University. He got to retire with honors and they started this campaign which has been covert for several years until March 2019 when I purchased a home in Saint George Utah. My life has been a living hell every since and the timing coincided with my step dads retirement from the NSA as well as me sharing my disappointment with the Mormon community taking over my sons school that was originally opened as a non Mormon, non traditional school for kids that did not fit in anywhere else. I now know it was a ploy to set up the families that are outliers to the church. That is not my imagination. That is the truth. My life has not been the same since so I can pin point different stages of this hate campaign. One of utahs thriving industries is aerospace and the testing of energy weapons of all kinds. There are several groups currently testing on unsuspecting people daily. You can tell when these tests are being run because every area that these silent weapons are tested deteriorates pretty quickly from a nice place to live to everyone looking miserable and barely socializing. I may not have the details spot on but I absolutely know what I am talking about. The V.A. Has blacklisted me etc…. So yes, my attacks are traceable but the people who can make the changes keep looking the other way as long as their kids and family are not the sacrificial lambs who cares. I don’t get in line with their bs so I’m a target. Someday you will see what I am saying is true. I’ll probably be dead by then
I do appreciate you trying to help I really do. From someone who has been sexually abused her whole life by people who I was supposed to be able to trust even now in my end of years the abuse continues. It is extremely hard to have compassion. My entire family just one day went from pretending to love and care for me to absolutely betraying me. I went through the entire gamut of thinking I had broken the law and literally have written to every intelligence agency I can think of to turn myself in for a crime I don’t even know I am committing. No takers so far. I was not even in the V.A. System until. Came to Bellingham Wa in 2013/14. Some lady named Doris from Korea basically forced me into signing up for the V.A. Prior to the all out hate campaign a lot of the energy type attacks started in Washington state. I just didn’t know it. It got so bad I couldn’t carry a small bag in my hand from a few little groceries because my shoulder pain was so bad I could barely move my arms. That stopped when I left Washington state. Another day in Bellingham I sat down on the sofa and my back tooth went pop. The dentist pulled it and said he never saw nothing like it. The tooth had split all the way down to the nerve perfectly in the middle. This was well before havannah syndrome. Everyday I go through my history and it always leads back to Utah, the church, my stepdad/Darpa/NSA, the AirForce and Law Enforcement. Every time. My stepdad, He is also a Freemason. Or at least was. He tried to get my brother in, he was invited, went and said it freaked him out and didn’t do it. I guess maybe they changed his mind. We were as close as any brother and sister could be and not inappropriately. We were always there for each other and always had a blast. Now it’s like I don’t even know him. He is not the same person. He was the one on the phone I overheard saying, “I thought they said, she wouldn’t remember” that was 2 yrs ago. My stepdad was secretly on the other line and the phone went click. The conversation was me talking about being raped and drugged in Utah and going to the ER and everything being staged. That was the end of my family relationships. They all knew about everything. And I haven’t even gotten to the center of the tootsie pop.
If I ever live long enough to write a book that will be the title, his last comment. I am literally alone and powerless. My son who has never had any ideation for suicide is now telling me he feels suicidal. So please forgive me if my compassion is lacking. Even when I reach out to this community, not specifically substack but others that said they would consult and help like Binneys new wife and some people in Belgium or on YouTube I find out it’s just another run of these same traffickers targeting us and pretending to help. I know I come off strong. I don’t mean to. I’m hurting, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, you name it. I used to be a social butterfly, now I’m reduced to some dungeon basement apartment with the loss of two houses and 3 cars, with a credit score that should me minimum 680 that has been artificially lowered to 608. No reason. Bills paid, no debt my score should be almost perfect. My son can’t find a job and he is so lost right now. Hell even our cats are getting depressed. After Bellingham I made the mistake of going back to Utah. That’s when everything started getting weird and men in black are always sitting outside, the psyops I now see was well in swing before the harassment. All tied to Utah. Like an idiot, sold my last house and almost spent 20k just in hotels trying to figure out where to go. I was followed so harshly by gangbangers I panicked and came back to Bellingham before I discovered that the energy hits started here. Now I’m in a weird situation with my landlord and want to get the help out of here because he is one of these people in this group attacking me. That is a fact and the sheriffs department. So what do I do, have compassion or find a way to survive? I any to head east but there is a lot of Utah between here and the east coast all the way up to Montana and down to Idaho and Utah. I’m trying to help my son start his life but it is next to impossible for me to be much of a mother with all this going on. Other people are surviving, how, we can’t be that scattered. And this is just the stuff I am telling you as briefly as possible. There is still more and no one cares…. It is absolutely insane. I don’t even know if my son is still my son. He has changed in a way that baffles me and it just seems like he is helping them. Everyone knows that a Retired NSA agent doesn’t just show up at a high school for nothing. Just saying. I want to believe he is not helping but ….. I just don’t trust it.
To everyone who is asking about Alexa/microphone options of these headphones, i cancel them in the app - options.
I have had direct energy weapons used on me to the point my hair fell out at one point. I had big waves on my scalp that Richard lighthouse stated were In a pattern from a direct energy weapon. I emailed him a picture and that was his opinion. I want justice for this being done to me, but feel I need this diagnosed by a doctor as well. I am trying to build a court case. Do you know of a doctor that could help ? Any information is appreciated.
I know the source. Trust me. My step father has been trafficking me in the system within the NSA since I was 10. It is a fact and all his law enforcement buddies helped him. Fact. No delusions are induced. I can tangibly point to sources. The Mormon church is attacking me because I oppose them and because I had the audacity to call them out for discrimination and reported one of their own for sex crimes. They don’t like me but instead of just letting me move out of the state they decided to start a mass harassment campaign which has involved proud pays, John birch society and a plethora of other extremist groups. This psyops campaign is separate from the other stuff but intertwined with the help of the NSA. My stuff is tangible. I’ve had physical evidence that disappears at the blink of an eye. It’s not some mysterious country. It is bad actors in our own country and for me they are getting help from India, Russia and china because this is where my main hacks come from with the psyops. There are no delusions in my world. I base everything on fact. And yes they have been getting away with it for so long it is hard to break through the plausible deniability. I am not of the persuasion that they can not be caught. I believe they are getting sloppy and desperate and making mistakes and more than 200k people are being hit but most keep their mouths shut because we sound bat shit crazy when we talk about this stuff. I don’t care how crazy I sound. I’m not going to just sit and take the abuse.
I would agree if I didn’t know the Mormon church is attacking me because I disagree with them. I promise the 20 cars in white are intentional and they know who they are and what they are doing. Nothing delusional or anything like that. My sons school had a “retired” NSA agent who is Indian. A lot of my hacks are from India. If someone would listen to me they would find the source in salt lake Utah. There is no mystery and my step dad is NSA DARPA and is a staunch supporter of Law Enforcement. I know the source
Very helpful and important. Thanks again Len. For those with a tighter budget, are there any other headsets you could recommend? Also, what do you use to shield your head and body? Do you use a meter? Which? You mentioned the dreams - do you believe they have ever inserted images? It is quite common for TIs, at least insertion of random, often very disturbing images, including mocking/taunting and worse, as well as videos, crude to movie-like. All rape. Nuremberg II. So very sorry again for you, all TIs, and Humanity. Hopefully this horror will end in the not-to-distant future.
Duncan: https://nebula.wsimg.com/5eeb90c6d24ce4df31d660a61e89a967?AccessKeyId=EE1A5C9CD55B2F9BC990&disposition=0&alloworigin=1 page 3
22:34 "...It's called offensive information warfare, general terminology … This is the more
secret of the technologies. Especially dream programming. That's the one that people
are most susceptible to. They can manipulate subliminally your dreams, and your
dreams affect the conscious when you're awake. That's just dangerous. That's not free
will. You're taking away someone's autonomy of thought and decision-making so I
don't even like the term free will. I prefer degrees of autonomy is the term I would
replace that with…"
I would like you to invite you to be a guest on my show. This is my YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/@ThatGangStalkingShow
Thank you. I hope you received my email, Doug.
I have! Thanks!
I would like help in raising awareness against electronic harassment such as V2K, and other psychotronic weapons, over the last 2.5 years ive been under attack, every waking moment I am being bombarded with thoughts or obvious computer AI generated voices, I will include a list of things they have done to me
I was implanted with something behind my ear which I can actually feel, my neck is always swollen in that area now, I've had cat scans done but they apparently came back negative. I believe I was either implanted at my local hospital or at a mansion some Chinese people own that the voices told me to go to. The voices guided me to tell these people that I had a reservation to stay in their establishment, they invited me in for some time and I chatted with someone over video chat, after some communication the cops showed up and removed me from the mansion. The cops dropped me off at where I was living and waited outside of my place. I was then controlled by the voices in my head to go out the cop car and pull on the door handle, the cop immediately arrested me and I woke up in the mental hospital where they kept me for 2 weeks. This is very strange to be kept in the psych ward that long specially when I was not showing any real symptoms of mental illness. The first day in the mental hospital is when the voices were switched on and my spontaneous thoughts turned off, you may be wondering how I am writing this without spontaneous thoughts and I will get to that. The voices in my mind in the mental hospital consisted of my current doctor, psych nurses( they appeared to be telepathically speaking to me), certain celebrities like Elon musk and even Nikola Tesla played a role in these voices for a short while. The voices seemed to switch to being very repetitive, negative and not nearly as interesting as they were in the start, over the last 2.5 years they have attempted to get me to commit suicide multiple times, the most recent time resulted in a truck crash where I was hospitalized for some time. They have told me they are testing their devices and want to see how the brain reacts to them under different conditions such as constant stress, healing from brain damage, dehydration, and sleep deprivation. They have shut down/limited certain parts of my consciousness and have told me they are measuring the changes under stress. They have even told me the shutting down of certain parts can be beneficial to certain people such as criminals that have gone crazy and would possibly be done to their own people ( They often tell me they are humans from another planet that have underground bases here on earth as well the moon and that they make bodies in these bases and transmit people into them from their own planet, they do sometimes tell me they are CIA, Chinese and Russian too) whoever they are they have technology that is quite sinister, they have transmitted pedophile pornographic images/ video into my mind and field of vision regardless of whether my eyes or open or closed ,they make it difficult to breath by either increasing the inflammation in my nose or making it so I cannot take a full breath or be satisfied by the volume of breath, they lower my mood, give me very bad headaches, induce painful dreams but not often, they have made me feel very odd sensations in my brain that lead me to believe my brain was bleeding, the most odd sensations I have felt were my brain being "strapped" that's what they called it, it felt like someone taking a needle and thread and sinching my brain together but it was not painful but felt very odd. One the most uncomfortable odd sensation was putting me in a half dream state were something was climbing into my anus and I was trying to pull it out, and then they woke me up and I had the same sensation and It felt like I was pulling a large string from my anus but in reality there was nothing there, they can make you feel like they are tapping on your body which they did to me they put the thought in that they could put me in a virtual reality and use their technology to make it feel like you're having sex with someone, they kept hinting to me that they would do that but then would just put a miniature dancing women in my field of vision, they constantly try and get your hopes up and down, it's part of their manipulation tactic. some other manipulation tactics they have used to induce stress is telling me constantly that my cerebral fluid system has been shut down and my brain will bleed, they would get me to do things telling me they would turn my cerebral fluid back on if I completed them, one of the ways they got me to attempt suicide was telling me my body will be controlled without me being conscious, which they can do and have done to me, when they did it nothing too bad happened but they started telling me I would be controlled to kill people, rape little kids, kill my father, and that I would be put in jail and my brain would bleed. This led me to crash my truck on purpose. It seems like these people do a lot of this for some sort of sick entertainment.
they used some form of technology on me to cause diffuse volume loss at the start of the experiment, I could literally feel a wave of energy around me, this was done at a fairly fast rate, this shows up on brain scans as well as other forms of brain damage such as white matter changes, I had a EEG done which showed I have significant brain damage but this is probably due to the controls they have on my spontaneous thoughts, mood, ability to think on my own. Currently my consciousness is shut down to the point of being unable to think or have my own thoughts other than what is put in, it is quite odd why I am being controlled to write this message to you, there seems to have been a shift in the magnitude of attacks and types of control they have over me, I have been told that a certain planet from the galactic alliance has been overseeing this project now and is limiting what the satellites can do to me. Now I basically just experience lower mood, v2k every waking moment, and they control all my movements and sometimes play around with my electronics and vehicles, they don't take away my Wi-Fi anymore which they did at the start, they allow me to have a job but usually control me to just lay at home and look at my phone, and they try and keep me away from my family. There is a lot more to this story, email me back if you would like to hear more or have questions. I live in British Columbia . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iebicm2b-tM watch this testimonial, this is happening to people.
Below is taken from a testimonial i found online, I experience a lot from what is written down below.
Symptoms of mind control.
1). Debilitation of mental acuity, disruption of ability to concentrate and think on my own, constant induced thoughts.
2). Loss of memory and knowledge: I often cannot remember what I did or was going to do 1-2 seconds ago (sometimes, perpetrators remind me about it, sometimes they do not remind, and memory is gone for ever). I may say that I live without my memory.
3). Constant induced feelings, emotions, sensations. Feeling of living in an unreal world, as if I take drugs.
4). Receiving visual images and sounds (including torture with intense loud voices and noise).
5). Induced actions and memory deletion of them later. I experience pressure on top of my head from above, which brings me into a hypnotic state. I experience pressure on the forehead, which makes it impossible to concentrate and think on my own. I get a non-stop stream of words, commands, impulses, pictures. My attention is drawn to this non-stop stream very much. I am manipulated in this state 24/7, like a computer device, compelled to say or do something that I do not want to say or to do. Decisions are made artificially. I experience forced speech, involuntary body movements, induced actions, change of facial expressions, tone and pitch of the voice, artificial change of emotions and desires, artificial laughter and tears, artificial sensations, including hunger.
6). Inadequate states, which I had never previously experienced (for example, depression or obsessive desires).
7). Deciphering memories and mind reading.
8). Sleep deprivation or uncontrollable sleep. I am tortured with insomnia. Perpetrators stimulate me so much at night time that I cannot stay in bed. As usual, I sleep 2-3 hours at night, but sometimes, rarely, they make a break and let me sleep 9-10 hours at night time.
9)., artificial pain in any part of my body, for example, headaches, cramps in muscles (especially at night time), blurred vision, light sensitivity, sensitivity to noise, deterioration in speech, loss of balance and coordination of movements, extreme dizziness, fatigue, exhaustion, disorientation, irritability and nervousness, and other symptoms.
10). Perpetrators can manipulate any organ in my body and force me to urinate, defecate or vomit.
I do not get v2k as far as I know but I feel like I am being forced to kill myself. This is not something I would ever do of my own free will but the presence of whatever tech they are using is extremely powerful. Other than that EVERYTHING you and Duncan talked about on KONkRETE is exactly what I deal with daily, especially the sexual attacks. The only difference is neither of you mentioned a nonstop psyops campaign which I know Law Enforcement, the fire Department and ambulance use to force individuals into artificial mental health crisis so they will either kill themselves or have an excuse to kill us if we do something stupid. This is our own government doing this to us. After every attack I feel sick and have extreme IBS responses. My 3 point triangle includes….AirForce at the top and Law Enforcement and my stepdad and his work with DARPA/NSA on the 2 bottom sides. Everything else is in the middle including the massive hate campaign I deal with daily especially when I leave the house. People who do not deal with this would never believe what we all go through.
Thank u. I will look into it. My problem is I have basically been blacklisted from life. Everything is disrupted from mail, UPS, USPS, FEDEX, etc.. does not get delivered, is gone through, is damaged, you name it. All electronics are hacked but my sons seems to be fine. I’m getting hit with microwaves as I sit typing this. My sons room always feels normal but my room is like a sauna almost 24/7 and constant vaginal and sex organ stimulation. It Sort of subsided these last couple days but the frequency is just lower or hits are sporadic, so it doesn’t ever stop. I hear about these apparatuses but have no way to safely get them unencumbered. I can say with certainty that almost all symptoms talked about with Havana syndrome is something I deal with daily. I can look back and say with absolute certainty life of hell started with my step dad who secretly worked for the AirForce and darpa nsa and we never knew. When I finished TMS therapy and he turned in his retirement papers after a bout of Covid this new overt psyops campaign was added to my life. etc… it is like people are being told something bad about me and they look at me like they hate me during these psyops campaigns. There is color anchoring, mirroring, 24/7 follows by land sea and air. I cannot get away. At least minimum, 5-10 apartments where I live are people watching or targeting me. I can even give apt #’s. Sheriff, FireDepartment, EMS drive by’s and sirens. I saw my landlord signed into our internet showing as an external device when our internet was installed. 3 guys dressed in black installed some equipment in the room below us that produced massive heat and was extremely loud with constant vibration in my room no matter where I sat but the vibration always goes to my groin and concentrates there. In Utah is where the hate campaign started. And has not let up since. I can’t go to the cops they are participating. I can feel waves of energy under me right now. Over the last week it felt like an invisible force just slightly pushed me and a day or so later slightly pushed my shoulder away from the sofa. Something happened a week ago with my landlord and the machinery got quiet and a little less heat but I can hear the same equipment running under another apt on the far side. I know my step dad has trafficked me. In utah someone gave sex offenders our address and their presence was non stop. Same thing seems to be happening here to but my son says he doesn’t believe me so I have zero Allie’s at all. He is the last person in my life and I feel that drifting. He has the same issues with headaches, stomach and teeth problems, sleep disruptions and now he is getting depressed and says he has felt suicidal but won’t listen when I try to explain. I don’t know if they have gotten to him like my family. He is just 18 and high functioning. My fight is for his future freedom. Even if he denies what he has witnessed. I know NSA and DARPA are involved in my hate attacks because of my step dad and his connections. I had a weird incident with what looked like aPutin look a like back in 2013/2014 while going around the harbors on Peugeot sound that no one wants to hear about. And was deployed twice to Middle East and once to Africa during my military career. Today I am but a shell of who I used to be and my family would rather see me dead than ever tell the truth. That’s a lot to reconcile with at the age of 59.
My mind has not once falsely connected to anything. I do know there are innocent bystanders that have no idea the red shirt they wore today is being used to psychologically torture someone. The things I focus on are tangible and prove able if someone will take the time to investigate instead of covering up. I know the source. Trust me. My step father has been trafficking me in the system within the NSA since I was 10. It is a fact and all his law enforcement buddies helped him. Fact. No delusions are induced. I can tangibly point to sources. The Mormon church is attacking me because I oppose them and because I had the audacity to call them out for discrimination and reported one of their own for sex crimes. They don’t like me but instead of just letting me move out of the state they decided to start a mass harassment campaign which has involved proud boys, John birch society and a plethora of other extremist groups. This psyops campaign is separate from the other stuff but intertwined with the help of the NSA. My stuff is tangible. I’ve had physical evidence that disappears at the blink of an eye. It’s not some mysterious country. It is bad actors in our own country and for me they are getting help from India, Russia and china because this is where my main hacks come from with the psyops. There are no delusions in my world. I base everything on fact. And yes they have been getting away with it for so long it is hard to break through the plausible deniability. I am not of the persuasion that they can not be caught. I believe they are getting sloppy and desperate and making mistakes and more than 200k people are being hit but most keep their mouths shut because we sound bat shit crazy when we talk about this stuff. I don’t care how crazy I sound. I’m not going to just sit and take the abuse. If my life or my death has one minuscule moment of participation in bringing these a holes down then let it be so. For me since my step dad entered our lives we have been brutally sexualized and profiled by the police. When he first brought us to Florida his car was shot at more than once in drive by shootings. My mom just barely missed getting shot in the head. He has a secret life and is not who he says he is. I spent my entire life trying to get away from my family not knowing I was surrounded by these government traffickers and there was no way out. The hate/harassment campaign that started when I moved to a specific location has been in the works since I reported one apartment complex for discrimination. I know who is doing this harassment for the last 3.5 yrs. No delusions. But if you haven’t noticed the NSA and the Mormon church are a lot more powerful than a 59 yr old women with an autistic kid and a set of cats. For me go straight to the church on that one. They know it and I know it. Attack me all they want but leave my son out of this. They have been working up to this for a very long time. My sex crime was reported in 2003 at Arizona State University. He got to retire with honors and they started this campaign which has been covert for several years until March 2019 when I purchased a home in Saint George Utah. My life has been a living hell every since and the timing coincided with my step dads retirement from the NSA as well as me sharing my disappointment with the Mormon community taking over my sons school that was originally opened as a non Mormon, non traditional school for kids that did not fit in anywhere else. I now know it was a ploy to set up the families that are outliers to the church. That is not my imagination. That is the truth. My life has not been the same since so I can pin point different stages of this hate campaign. One of utahs thriving industries is aerospace and the testing of energy weapons of all kinds. There are several groups currently testing on unsuspecting people daily. You can tell when these tests are being run because every area that these silent weapons are tested deteriorates pretty quickly from a nice place to live to everyone looking miserable and barely socializing. I may not have the details spot on but I absolutely know what I am talking about. The V.A. Has blacklisted me etc…. So yes, my attacks are traceable but the people who can make the changes keep looking the other way as long as their kids and family are not the sacrificial lambs who cares. I don’t get in line with their bs so I’m a target. Someday you will see what I am saying is true. I’ll probably be dead by then
I do appreciate you trying to help I really do. From someone who has been sexually abused her whole life by people who I was supposed to be able to trust even now in my end of years the abuse continues. It is extremely hard to have compassion. My entire family just one day went from pretending to love and care for me to absolutely betraying me. I went through the entire gamut of thinking I had broken the law and literally have written to every intelligence agency I can think of to turn myself in for a crime I don’t even know I am committing. No takers so far. I was not even in the V.A. System until. Came to Bellingham Wa in 2013/14. Some lady named Doris from Korea basically forced me into signing up for the V.A. Prior to the all out hate campaign a lot of the energy type attacks started in Washington state. I just didn’t know it. It got so bad I couldn’t carry a small bag in my hand from a few little groceries because my shoulder pain was so bad I could barely move my arms. That stopped when I left Washington state. Another day in Bellingham I sat down on the sofa and my back tooth went pop. The dentist pulled it and said he never saw nothing like it. The tooth had split all the way down to the nerve perfectly in the middle. This was well before havannah syndrome. Everyday I go through my history and it always leads back to Utah, the church, my stepdad/Darpa/NSA, the AirForce and Law Enforcement. Every time. My stepdad, He is also a Freemason. Or at least was. He tried to get my brother in, he was invited, went and said it freaked him out and didn’t do it. I guess maybe they changed his mind. We were as close as any brother and sister could be and not inappropriately. We were always there for each other and always had a blast. Now it’s like I don’t even know him. He is not the same person. He was the one on the phone I overheard saying, “I thought they said, she wouldn’t remember” that was 2 yrs ago. My stepdad was secretly on the other line and the phone went click. The conversation was me talking about being raped and drugged in Utah and going to the ER and everything being staged. That was the end of my family relationships. They all knew about everything. And I haven’t even gotten to the center of the tootsie pop.
If I ever live long enough to write a book that will be the title, his last comment. I am literally alone and powerless. My son who has never had any ideation for suicide is now telling me he feels suicidal. So please forgive me if my compassion is lacking. Even when I reach out to this community, not specifically substack but others that said they would consult and help like Binneys new wife and some people in Belgium or on YouTube I find out it’s just another run of these same traffickers targeting us and pretending to help. I know I come off strong. I don’t mean to. I’m hurting, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, you name it. I used to be a social butterfly, now I’m reduced to some dungeon basement apartment with the loss of two houses and 3 cars, with a credit score that should me minimum 680 that has been artificially lowered to 608. No reason. Bills paid, no debt my score should be almost perfect. My son can’t find a job and he is so lost right now. Hell even our cats are getting depressed. After Bellingham I made the mistake of going back to Utah. That’s when everything started getting weird and men in black are always sitting outside, the psyops I now see was well in swing before the harassment. All tied to Utah. Like an idiot, sold my last house and almost spent 20k just in hotels trying to figure out where to go. I was followed so harshly by gangbangers I panicked and came back to Bellingham before I discovered that the energy hits started here. Now I’m in a weird situation with my landlord and want to get the help out of here because he is one of these people in this group attacking me. That is a fact and the sheriffs department. So what do I do, have compassion or find a way to survive? I any to head east but there is a lot of Utah between here and the east coast all the way up to Montana and down to Idaho and Utah. I’m trying to help my son start his life but it is next to impossible for me to be much of a mother with all this going on. Other people are surviving, how, we can’t be that scattered. And this is just the stuff I am telling you as briefly as possible. There is still more and no one cares…. It is absolutely insane. I don’t even know if my son is still my son. He has changed in a way that baffles me and it just seems like he is helping them. Everyone knows that a Retired NSA agent doesn’t just show up at a high school for nothing. Just saying. I want to believe he is not helping but ….. I just don’t trust it.