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Gemztar's avatar

Thank you for sharing so much of your self and your T.I. experiences. I have no body willing to support me at this point in my T.I. experiences. They either think I have lost my mind even though I am totally functional. Else, they are so scared they run for the monstrouscity of what I tell them makes them fearful by association they might become a TI. also. Even all the very intelligient people I know refuse to research the plausibility of the reality of this aĺl encompassing worldwide evil dubbed "The Deep State". The only one that knows my feelings are God and one social media group. It isn't easy to live my life in the top layer of society, all the while living in a truly unspeakable nightmare, underground war. Every day I face these giants with prayer, and a non-defeatist attitude to the best of my ability. I draw much of my strength from the book of Psalms in the Bible and how King David's enemies were constantly trying to kill him. He continually relied on God to protect him. I will never be the carefree person I once was, yet I have new strength, God's tools, and will stand tall, face my cowardly enemies with a smile. Those who know me but don't know the War I face 24/7 and inquire of my well -being I sometimes say, I feel a bit down pray for me. Because as Len you said, there really isn't much any one can do. Some suggestions, tips, on how to shield myself from the cruelty I have found useful. Mainly, I try hard to stay out of self pity and live my life well until God brings me home. Forgive me if I have veered off topic too much. 🙏

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Just Lou's avatar

Thank you for sharing. People often don't understand and will tippy toe away. It must make you feel so uncomfortable and that is just sad. Deep depression is hard too. You answer no when you mean yes and you miss out on so much. I don't know if this helps but when you have a severely disabled child most walk away. I believe it down to a fear of their own and nothing to do with the child. Stay strong, your a great human being and I hope God shines a light on you.

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